Good

I always deem the worst in people. I dunno why, I believe it might save me from heartaches. I don't like opening up to them.. I feel like once I did, I'll get exposed and they'll have a hold on me. I don't like the idea... I think I got used to being sealed off over time. Trust me, it's not healthy at all sometimes...

I'm so in love with the idea that one day I'll meet someone who will be patient and interested enough to open me up. I think I'm saving myself for that someone (Heck! I mean that in the prudish possible way! Haha!). Yeah, so it goes like that; but the thing is... It gets to me. Sometimes, I find myself not wanting to be around people. I'm becoming a sociopath! Not that it's too bad though.. It's just that, I'm hurting a lot around me, I don't mean it; but I'm not sorry. Ok, that's twisted. Haha!

I don't really know what's this post is all about. All I know is that this is how I feel... I always refuse to see the good in people... We are all labeled as sinners for a reason. I don't like good. Maybe I've missed a lot of it in my life... Maybe I'm hurting a lot of the people around me because I don't see them as such, but I'm not sorry. I feel bad, but I'm not sorry.

*Made this probably around a week or 2 ago?*