Harry and I, We're Connected

Sorry.. I'm pretty much giddy about this whole "copying pose" that I posted last night on my social media accounts and I can't help but to gush my feelings about it. Trust me, I didn't plan this; but it happened... And everything went right in my world; or in my fan girl world that is...

13.11.15

A photo posted by @harrystyles on Oct 13, 2015 at 5:46am PDT

October 13, 2015 - A month before the much anticipated release of One Direction's (5th) upcoming album, (Made in the A.M. w/c you may pre-order here: Pre-order MITAM Deluxe Edition) my ever loving, gorgeous, curly, sexy, angel, babe Harry Styles posted the above teaser on his Instagram account.

So you know, I liked it and get over it mainly because he is such a tease, omitting his beautiful head on that post. I was like: "I will wait for the whole photo before I swoon".

October 17, 2015 - Saturday. Bummed in the office, preparation for a pumpkin-related celebration a.k.a. Halloween. There's plenty of black and orange balloon that unleashed my inner-kiddo-self. One of my officemates took some candid photos of me playing with those gas-inflated bags and this one stands out, there's actually another one that I planned to post side-by-side with this one but... change of plans.

October 18, 2015 - Sunday night.. Creeping on Twitter, voting for the lads #EMABiggestFans1D ❤ and then I saw this:

I was like: "Oh.. So this is the whole thing." As I was saving it on my camera roll I saw a glimpse of my previous photos.. Then, lo and behold, I spotted our almost-the-same poses! （‐＾▽＾‐）

Just imagine how giddy I was.. Hahaha! I made this post in a snap!

Waah! Copy cat @harrystyles 😝😂 I have balloons though 😁👌🏽 🎶 Baby, I'm looking for someone to write my break-up songs about... I think you're #PERFECT 🎶 #MITAM #giddy #unexpected

A photo posted by Daniella V. Marquez (@damedaniella) on Oct 18, 2015 at 7:51am PDT

So there... That's the back story of that picture. Don't you just love coincidences at times?... I know, it gives you false hopes most often than not; but generally speaking, I think it sparks hope. It's for you to figure out whether it's a false hope or not. Okay. That is an entirely different topic.

I'll be lying if I'll say I'm not hoping for Harry to see this; but I know he's too busy and all that and lots of other people need his attention.. I just wanna get it out there... Somehow, I want to show the world that even if we're miles and miles apart, we're connected at some point. He's connected to all his fans and us fans are connected by him. It's a wonderful love story. (◕‿◕✿) Baby just say yes? Nah. Haha! Ow, that's a different song. ^o^v

Okay as I'm wrapping this up, the caption on my IG post is some lyrics change (if you're not familiar, where the heck have you been this past week?!) from One Direction's latest single: Perfect. Go listen on Spotify: Listen to Perfect by One Direction or buy it on iTunes: Buy Perfect by One Direction
(ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*･

A photo posted by @harrystyles on Oct 16, 2015 at 3:25am PDT

Good

I always deem the worst in people. I dunno why, I believe it might save me from heartaches. I don't like opening up to them.. I feel like once I did, I'll get exposed and they'll have a hold on me. I don't like the idea... I think I got used to being sealed off over time. Trust me, it's not healthy at all sometimes...

I'm so in love with the idea that one day I'll meet someone who will be patient and interested enough to open me up. I think I'm saving myself for that someone (Heck! I mean that in the prudish possible way! Haha!). Yeah, so it goes like that; but the thing is... It gets to me. Sometimes, I find myself not wanting to be around people. I'm becoming a sociopath! Not that it's too bad though.. It's just that, I'm hurting a lot around me, I don't mean it; but I'm not sorry. Ok, that's twisted. Haha!

I don't really know what's this post is all about. All I know is that this is how I feel... I always refuse to see the good in people... We are all labeled as sinners for a reason. I don't like good. Maybe I've missed a lot of it in my life... Maybe I'm hurting a lot of the people around me because I don't see them as such, but I'm not sorry. I feel bad, but I'm not sorry.

*Made this probably around a week or 2 ago?*