OTRAMNL 1 Year Anniversary

Wow! It's been a year! I didn't even wrote about that here.. Or did I? (Checked: as of now, its in my drafts... Might finish it soon.)

I think One Direction has altered my life too much... Well, not just the lads... But my fam.. The whole fandom... It's one hell of a crazy ride! When you're inside the fandom, you do not take a break... Every seconds or even nano seconds count... It's like when you blink or went away even for a short period of time.. You will miss a lot!

That's how it is...It quite tame down when hiatus started.. But still, I wouldn't want to miss out. Updates inside the fandom is faster than news and magazines.. That's how powerful we are; mind you, we're talking about 24-hour updates from different locations and time zones all over the world! It's amazing, but quite intoxicating as well.

So On The Road Again Manila, it was a blissful weekend. Well, not completely because, Zayn didn't made it; sad, but my 4 super lads made it the bestest weekend for me and a thousand of others.

A year has passed, and I'm still hoping it didn't end... I do hope they come back here again. Directioner Filos got big love for them... Two nights seemed too short of a stay.. They need to feel our love longer than that!

Far Too Long

This effin' writer's block is getting on my nerves! I'm starting to get worried that if I didn't go back to writing; I might be hated by my future self. So I'm trying so hard to find my roots, to find my burning desire and passion for this hobby.

Writing, for me.. Is therapeutic; And I don't know why, but I cannot bring myself to writing again. They said I just have to write anything and everything that comes to my mind; but sometimes, I just find myself that there's really nothing on my mind. And I dunno. I hate it.

It's hard dealing with my self; I'm trying so hard to write about anything... Just anything that come up to my mind... And maybe, just maybe... I'll be able to do it again. Where to start? What to say? This doesn't make sense! But I have to, I'm just here writing (typing, I mean).

Even if it doesn't make sense, I don't want to stop. I just to write.. Anything, not nothing.

So I'll write. I have to.