A Birthday Message

Happiest birth day love!

She's been my best friend ever since 1st grade... We had conquered elementary days together... All those pawis days! We've seen each other grow... High School years were not that great for our friendship... I thought I'd lost her, but you cannot lose someone who is willing to stay. Yep, we conquered a friendship break-up... And I'm freaking proud to say that she's my best friend forever.

Hi bhez!  Happy, happy birthday! I know we can barely find time to talk and see each other on a regular basis... But you know that I'm always here for you no matter what. I love you so much! I don't want to make this as cheesy as it is but I want you to know how important our friendship means to me.. I love how we can tell each other anything.. And I love how we both know that we can lean on each other.

I love you! Don't ever forget that! x

FAN GIRL MODE IS SO ON

And I cannot find the switch button off, sooooo...

Sunday March 22, 2015, 11:35 PM 

Directioner and proud.

Way back in the early days of One Direction (their fetus days as how Directioners call it), I was never a fan. I never understand the reason why teenage girls my age was going loco all over those 5 lads. I never listened to their songs or even give them a second glance... I don't hate them, I just don't care. Guess everything changes when you start to give a damn. Caring is everything.

I grew up loving an English man... I'm a die hard Potterhead. I have loved Daniel Jacob Radcliffe ever since I started to know what love is... That might be the precise reason why I never took a second glance to the One Direction lads... Somehow, deep inside me... I knew that they'll tug in my heart... And I was afraid. See, I'm not the cool kid. I do not like the norms and the trends. I do not go with the crowd. And mostly everyone my age all over the world wants One Direction, I do not want to go with them. I have my own.

Until November 2014 came... My inner pop star personality is all over Taylor Swift's 1989 album... Then there was a rumor.. That her ex-boyf, Harry Styles from One Direction gave her 1,989 roses for the success of the said album.. I love Tay since Tear Drops on my Guitar (high school days!) and so when I came across Ellen's interview with One Direction and Harry Style's answer to this rumor... I've watched it. Might be the dumb-est or the best-est move I've ever done. 

Friday, March 27, 2015, 3:50 PM

I fell hard with his British accented-husky/hoarse voice... I fell hard with his movements... The way he answered that rumor with coolness and ease... The next thing I knew, I have already asked my baby brother to download their latest album entitled FOUR and I continously fall with Harry-freaking-Style's voice.

Not the start of my obsession with lads though.. I started listening to their latest songs but I only wanted to identify Harry's parts... Till the 30th of January 2015 came... One of my officemates texted me about his obsession with Zayn Malik... And then poof! I started to watch videos of them... Their early days on the spotlight... All those rumors that came along with their fame... I started to admire each of them... And I became so close with Anna (my officemate, who's now my Directioner-sissums!). Then I realized that when you listen (I mean really listen) to their older songs, and watched them grow... It's indeed impossible not to love every single one of them. I never wanted to go fan girling.. It's time consuming.. But I just can't resist these charming lads!! 

Then we decided to watch them live.. Since we cannot get ahold of our feelings.. Good thing we're not yet too late to get tickets for their first ever concert here in the Philippines.

The rest as they say it... Was history. It has been a week since I saw them perform live.. Right now, One Direction and Directioners all over the world are in deep shit... But we're all holding on to each other... I don't freaking know how far this goes... But as long as they are making music.. I'll be here to listen.. We all don't know what the future holds... But right now... I'm here to love and support my favorite lads.

PCD is an Actual Thing

I went through a PCD (Post Concert Depression) last week so... Don't even ask me to clarify on this one... I hardly even know such thing exist! I don't even know how I turned into a Directioner.. Okay.. Well all I know and all you should all know is that HARRY FREAKING STYLES happened. That's it. Once you watch those 5 lads... You'll never resist their pull.. And you'll find yourself falling not just for one, but for all of them. Hard.

I don't even know how to describe this feeling... When they did the last song it was a mixture of euphoria and depression. It's crazy, I know! But I think that's just how it is. 

THIS JUST IN: "MOVING ON" IS REAL

Good vibes! Hahaha! Today it hits me... I've moved on. Finally. I don't know how, but I am finally over a certain feeling. It's freeing really. And it makes me giddy...

SO.. About the pic above... I saw it in the randomness of my FB news feed... I used to see: MONEY first all the time... But this afternoon; it took me almost a minute to even find the first word and the 3 words I found first were: BEAUTY, EXPERIENCE and HUMOUR. It's just so mature, it all relates to life itself.

BEAUTY of life... Not the physical appearance, not the one that is dictated by the standards of society. Nope. Beauty of everything in the life I'm living right now... Beautiful everyday, beautiful people that I love and all others around me. As much as I believe that life is unfair, I always believe that it is beautiful... Every life is and should be beautiful.

EXPERIENCE... What was it they said back in grade school? "Experience is the best teacher." Well, I practically second that. There are a lot of thing I have yet to experience in this lifetime. Experience true love, all the firsts and forever with someone, and all of those other mushy things I've read from the novels! I want to experience life outside of my comfort zone, I want to experience the world!

HUMOUR. British form of the word "humor". Can you not? Hahaha! I'm obsessed with a few British people.. And I loved a British guy since like forever! ♥ Do humour me please... I think it's impossible to experience boredom with someone humorous. So yeah, it is one of the things I want in life.

There. I didn't actually thought I'll elaborate these... But well. I just did. :) I just felt I've matured with these choices! 

The Baby Has a New Baby

Hello my gorgeous pink blog!

So I have my new baby to pamper! 

On the 1st day of March, I finally had my new partner in crime.... And yet another proof of my self-proclaimed "impulsiveness". I want it, and I want it now! :)

I just love this MacBook so much! Hay! The things I do to deal with stress! Yep, I splurge out because I'm stressed out with a lot of things! It's kinda creepy, honestly. My impulsiveness was taken to a whole new level... Either way... At least I know I'm happy.