Thursday, June 4, 2015

i Just have To

Why do you have the power to hurt me?.. I don’t get it.. Why do I even love you?.. I don’t even know you personally.. Heck. I spent more than half of my life loving you. This is absurd… I don’t want to feel it but I feel it.  Do you know how hard this is?.. No, of course you don’t know. There will be no way for you to know.. You’re barely aware of my existence… And that makes this whole damn thing as pointless as it is! But this is my life, my feelings… I refuse to accept that it’s pointless, or worthless, or nonsensical.

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