My Love's Birth Day

My love has so many faces.. And I love them all. I only have one type and that's Daniel Radcliffe.

"The chains of habit are too light to be felt until they're too heavy to be broken."

I guess loving this guy has been my favorite habit. And I'll admit that there are certain times that I have been asking myself whether I have loved him because he brought my favorite character into life or for some other reason? Sometimes I'm thinking that I'm only "loving" him because it is indeed, hard to break away from a long time habit. But then I'll see him as something more. More than an actor, I see him beyond what he shows and I just, I can't help myself to be curious about how he is as a person, how he is beyond the camera/stage. And then I fall a bit more... Everyday it's like that. So I'll bravely counter the old adage "out of site out of mind" because even if he's nowhere near me or nowhere to be seen... He's not only in my mind, he's all over me.♥

If I'll have a chance to talk to him for a minute, I won't waste my time to find a word to utter, because I'm hella sure I won't be able to. I'll kiss him right away. :P Okay, you can think I'm kidding, but I'm not. No pun intended, I'll kiss him on his lips and pour all my emotions into that kiss *smooch*.

I don't wanna give him a message because he'll not gonna read it anyway! Why is he so faaaar away?.. But I'm happy for him, he's living his life doing what he loves and loving what he do... I just wish him genuine happiness. And I wish he won't get married yet! Oh crap. I remember the shitty chill that I had when his rumored engagement came out. My world literally stopped spinning. I hope he'll decide to marry when I'm ready to give him my yes :P When our path finally cross, we'll both be the happiest. ♥